ana4years (ana4years) wrote in all_in_for_thin,

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The thought of FAT

Hello I am new to this community! Im 18 and I have been ana for about 4 years now! I love it but hate it! Today i decided to join this community because i did something horrible! I binged!! I havent done that shit in about 5 months and now i feel fat and horrible! When i first began my ed i was 85 lbs... i kept going down and actually reached 52lbs... I would never look at my body, and tried to take showers without looking!! Now at 63 pounds (11 pounds EXTRA) im still Fat and want to reach "perfection"--- Ive tried every diet and the only one that seems to work is STARVATION!! --- i hate this

height 5.0

CW 63
LW 52
hw 115
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