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UGH U GUYS IVE BEEN DOIN PRETTY GOOD WITH THE WHOLE NOT EATING THING FOR LIKE THE PAST 4 DAYS.. I HAD SOME SUSHI FOR LUNCH YESTERDAY AND BOY DID I HAVE GUILT, AND THEN GOT A LIL DRUNK LAST NIGHT AND HAD A FEW BITES OF PASTA.. I WILL ADMIT SOME SCRAMBLED EGGS SOUND SO DAMN GOOD RIGHT NOW.. SO I MITE GO GET SOME AND THATLL BE IT FOR THE DAY.. WISH ME LUCK!

OMG I HAVE NO IDEAAAA

I new here.

I'm Kristi.
I'm 17
ED: EDNOS(Ana) (Bulimic Tendencies)
HW:128(after a big meal) Normally 125
LW: 102
CW:115
STGW: 111
LTGW: 97
BMI: 19
Height: 5'5''
How Long: 2 Years.

I'm gonna start by saying I feel like I'm not th e normal Anoretic. I got days without eating, then much on say a few handfuls of cereal (GoLeanCrunch-Kashi; 190 Cals/1 cup) Then I puke. It's simple. Well or the last two weeks that's what I did. In total I ate around 1500 calories, all of which were thrown up. I started at 123 and ended up at 111. Then I went out to eat last night with my boyfriend and ate a sandwhich, and some chocolate. ( no purging) I weighted 115. WTF?

What I want to know. is if what I'm doing is gonna kill my metabolism. if how I don't eat for so long will in the end make me gain even more weight I really have no idea. I think that's why my weight shoots up after I eat.
Someone tell me how this workks.??? Please.
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I bought laxatives but I'm afraid of using them.
I've never used them before.
I'm a full time student and I don't want to be running to the bathroom during the class, especially if I have a client.
It says it takes 6-12 hours to work, as I assume mose laxatives do.
So if I took before class ends, I should be ok.
I was thinking of using one everyday for 30 days and see how far I've come.
Does anyone have any experiances or tips they'd like to share?

Thanks

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hi you guys,i just wanted to tell you all about the master cleanse/maple syrup detox.it works wonders.u an lose 2lbs a day.its amazing.im hoping some of you are interested.join me.

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Hi all, iv been lurking for a while and decided to post
i am 24 years old
CW: 164 its also my high weight
LW: 128
Height 5'6

Iv been through a lot in the past couple of years w/not knowing what to do with my life..jumping around with jobs...going to college and then quitting a couple of times....boyfriend problems...and iv gained a lot of weight. THIS IS THE HIGHEST I HAVE EVER BEEN, i dont even know how I EVER got here. I was always heavy in higschool and dieting and never really lost more then 5 pounds. When i got down to 128 i was extremely determined, and it came off(from 155-128) in about 3 1/2 months. I had a specific diet down to a T....and the weight stayed off for about 3 years until i got really stressed abou my life and started BINGING..and not exersizing and drinking extreme amount of alcohol every night. So my life is finally getting back in order..im back w/the boyfriend and things are going great..and i have a great job that i just got. I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT...i have unsuccesfully started my old diet 3 or 4 times and was not succesful. I need to do this. My goal is to lose about 6 pounds a month and to be at 120 by the end of aug.
end of jan-159( the weight will come off fast since i vbeen eating so much)
feb-153
mar-146
apr-140
may-136
jun-130
jul-124
aug-118

does seem like a good amount of weight to lose? or am i setting my hopes to high?
Its just that i feel gross right now..and im suffering socially because i cant even look at anyone because i dont like how i look. Is 120 a good weight for someone of my height?
i was at 128 and i still felt a little heavy although i was still pretty confident at that weight.
any suggestions? motivation? to just get myself through the first two weeks--thiose are the hardest!!

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Has anyone ever tried WU-long tea?... hear you loose 20 pounds in 3 weeks?... i read alot of good feedbacks... what do you girls think?
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Newness!

Hey everyone... I'm new and wanted to introduce myself.

I'm Nikki, 22 and just graduated from college in May.  I work--and got my degree in--Journalism and Public Relations and I love it.  I'm one of those few, lucky people who don't mind going to work on a normal day.  I live with my best friend and sorority sister, and am dating a wonderful guy who I love more than anything.

So why am I here?  Well... I'm EDNOS.  Everyone who knew me when I was 18 and a freshman in college thought I was anorexic, and they were wrong.  I've been EDNOS since I was 18, not anorexic.  The people who "knew" all think I recovered sans therapy... and even though I'd go through spurts of crash-type dieting, I thought I had recovered too.  But I was wrong.  I'm not quite sure when it started again, like, REALLY started, but I'm definitely full-fleged EDNOS again.  The guy I'm dating knows and is worried about me, but I'm too wrapped up in it to stop.  I used to weigh 160 (I think I weighed more than that but don't have proof of it), and since October I've gotten down to 132.5.  I actually lost two pounds in one day.  I'm starting to get kind of scared of myself, and I'm not looking for anyone to bail me out or "talk me out" of my EDNOS... I'm just always glad to have new places to write about it and people who REALLY understand.

I'm going to post a picture from March and a picture from today so you can see where I was and where I am.  I wasn't trying to lose weight until September or October, but the March picture is a good reference point.

Feel free to friend me and check out my journal.  I ramble a lot and use it mostly for weight stuff and boyfriend stuff, so hold on tight if you read it!

xoxo


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